I have been so busy that my free time has been filled with all the stuff I still have to do. I’m tired, I’m frustrated, and I asked for it!
If I didn’t mention, I got the promotion, and the head aches that go with it. I was actually doing great for a bit there, then reality set in. We have been extremely busy the last few days and I’ve been so frustrated that my eyes keep tearing up at work. Luckily I haven’t full-on cried yet, although I was REALLY close to it yesterday. My supervisor was with me, and I think my tears motivated her to work harder that night. I don’t cry. Ever. I get angry and I yell when I’m upset, but these last few days I’ve just felt defeated. Ten hour days followed by making dinner and doing laundry. I know I’ll adjust. I just haven’t found my balance yet. (Oh, did I mention I’m still taking three classes? The semester ends next month.)
I’ve been really itching to knit lately. I haven’t picked up the needles in a while, and I think tonight might be the night. I’ve just been thinking about it since Saturday. Hopefully I can post a FO soon.